Monday, November 21, 2011

There's Always Something.....

Well, right when I thought my life was gonna be free of fighting/arguing/things like that. More shit decides to come along.

Let me start this story by telling you another story, to help better explain. About a year or so ago I met a girl. Me and her never really hung out or talked for a while, but when we did, we started to like each other... and eventually... fell in love I guess. We didn't date or anything, she was engaged to some guy in jail and I was almost in a serious relationship. So... it was more like it was friends with benefits (strings attached). It may seem like nothing new, but it wasn't just a "lay" and a "Oh, see you tomorrow at school" it was more, we spent hours on the phone, hours hanging out. We'd make each other smile and laugh unlike anyone else had done before. And I broke up with my girl at the time to wait for her to break up with the Jail-bird. Never happened... I waited 3 months before I said I was done waiting and got into the the relationship I have right now. I swear to GOD I think she waited to tell me she broke up with the Jail-bird, because she didn't tell me for a month until I was IN a relationship! But the thing is she doesn't wanna let me go even IF I'm with someone... so I told her that she needed to get over it (not the best choice on my part). It sparked a 2 1/2 hour long fight of her yelling at me, then having me make a smart-ass remark because, well... that's just who I am.

But anyway! Down to business... the real bull-shit going on right now is she keeps telling me she's just a whore who wants to ruin my happiness and things like that. And even as JUST her friend, I tell her it's fine and she's not a whore. Now she's saying she's done talking to me, well she said that in a long ass message the other night... over the weekend, and she tried to confront me about today and I just walked off, she followed me and said she wanted to tell me in person, I turned around and kinda snapped at her and said, "What difference does it make in person or over the fucking internet! It still hurts!" And well she ran away, so I'm probably gonna be dealing with this shit all day from her sister and her best-friends... -sigh- Life isn't the worst, but it isn't the best... -_-